360Words: Distant Love

Distant Love

Summer and most of my friends are going to vacations with their families.. I am bit jealous about it. Instead of enjoying my summer i rather choose to help my untie in her bakeshop.

She provide me of everything i need. She loved me as her own daughter.

She left me in the bakeshop and went home to take some rest. After an hour suddenly the rains pour the streets.. I enjoy watching the raindrops in the wall mirror of the bakeshop. It runs slowly and gently. I was completely hypnotised with it.. and feeling sleepy.

Phone beep.
"Text Message"

Honey... how are you today?
Always take care of yourself.
I love you Always.
Remember that.

The rain didn’t stop.. I feel differently.. i feel very uncomfortable.. strange feeling, I don’t know why i feel this way.. i feel sad and tearful.. but i am okay.. i’m not feeling sick. but i feel weak. I can completely move fine. Why in this world i feel this?! I ask myself..

I shake my heads to stop thinking about my weird feelings.. i’m about to close the bakeshop. When a kid appears say’s

I LOVE YOU always! I feel happy now and smile back to her, I can’t resist not to smile back too.

I think, I see that smile before and i can’t remember when, where, and who.. She is very lovely.

I pick up my phone and put it into my bag. with that kid, I temporarily forget my random weird feelings.. i feel better..

A lot’s of people look at to me with their sad eyes some of them want to talk..but i just keep on walking. I feel the feeling i feel before at bakeshop and i can’t help it now..

I feel very weak and lifeless.. They hug me.. What’s going on i ask..and my heartbeat change…. I don’t understand..

Someone became brave to talk to me. Your untie just past away..she said.

I totally can’t hear them..

I lost.. my world stops.. I can’t describe it. I was surrounded with darkness and loneliness.

How could this be.. Why her.. I shouted inside my head..

PS: Short Story present 360words. including the Title.. It is all written fictionally and use fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual event, places, people are all coincidental.

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May 2019

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121Words: Not power, It’s you

I know how powerful i am.
That’s why i am not using it.  I use my  strength
to save life,
and to protect life.

I choose you to be my lady,
after this war
I am going to live with you.

I am tired of hearing my friends cry.
Their sorrow, their anxious
jealousy and power.
I don’t like it all.

I am a sinner in their eyes.
before that story

I died.. trying to save the world of innocents.

I guess i was wrong.
you come
in my darkness
you lighten up my heart
my souls dying to surrender my emptiness.

You save me from falling of darkness
I know it was you.
You wake me.
You save me.

©

April 2019

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Maginoo

Minsan habang ako’y nasa tabi.
Kabilogan ng Buwan at malamig ang gabi.
Napamunimuni..
Anong merun sayo binibini?
Akoy iyong napangiwi,
Binihag mo, aking sandali.

Kinabukasan, hindi ako mapakali,
Nais kitang makitang muli.
Kaya ako nagbakasali.
Lumuwas nang plaza,
At nagsimba.
Tanaw kita, naka bistida.

Pintig nang puso ko’y hatid ay Ligaya,
Mga paang di maka-hakbang.
Dahil naka abang ang iyong mga magulang,
Akoy nag dahan dahan,
Masilayan ka lang O hirang.
Anong saklap ng aking nadarama,
Bibig ko’y di ko mabuka,
Ng nasilayan ang iyong ganda.
Ako’y namangha at napa-nganga’t mukhang tanga.
Lumingon ka’t, Biloy mo’y gumuhit,
Ramdam ko ang kiliti ng Langit.

Ooh.. kay sarap ng umaga, magaan at masaya,
Dahil sayo sinta.
Pasensya na ako’y natorpe talaga.
Babawi ako, at yun ang mahalaga.

Nais kong yayain ka sa luneta,
Subalit kulang aking pera.
Tara gusto mo ba sa perya?
May dala akong barya
Sapat na para tayo’y sumaya.
Pumayag ka lang sinta.
Hwag mag alala, di ako manyak.
Hindi ako mag-dadala ng alak.

Ako’y umakyat sa
hagdan na payak,
Kabado ngunit may galak.
Na makita ang iyong magulang
Na-naka-Abang.
Nag-manong walang humpay,
Sa kanilang mga kamay.
Matapos ang pag usapan,
Kahoy kinabukasan aking sinibak
nag igib ng tubig pang imbak.
Ramdam ko ang iyong suporta’t pagmamahal,
Hindi man ito lantaran.

Kaakibat nang pagsusumikap,
Ikay ngayon ang aking kayakap.
Kay gaan.. Oh kay gaan
Kay sarap mong pagmasdan sa malapitan,
Munti kong kapaligiran
Binigyan mo ng kulay at saysay.

Walang pangakong bibitawan,
Basta’t alam ko, hindi kita iiwan
Pagkat yan ang aking nararamdaman,
At tunay yan kalian man.

Mga araw na nagdaan,
Tila kahapon lang.
Kay sarap pag usapan ang nakaraan mahal,
Mga oras na tayo ay tumatakas,
At ng maka alpas, talo pa ang layas.
Mga baong dahilan,
na umubra naman.

Tanda mo pa mahal?
Bago kita ligawan.
Ako’y dumaan sa sandatahan.
Ngunit,
Talo ako ng iyong amang hirang.
Sa kabila,
Ipinagkatiwa ka sakin,
Para ikay mahalin.

Madami pang alala mahal,
At higit pa dyan,
Pahalagahan ang nakaraan,
Sapagkat itoy may aral.
At pananggala sa kasalukuyan.
Ika’y aking kapiling,
kasama ang dalawa nating supling.
Kahit nilaga pang saging ang ating kainin.
Magsislbi nyo akong dingding.

Mahal habang kayo ay saklaw ng aking ilaw,
Magsisilbi nyo akong tanglaw.
Hindi ako nagkamali sa aking napili,
Pagkat hanggang ngayon patuloy kang nanatili.

Ikaw Dakila ang nagsisilbi naming Gabay,
Salamat, Mahal ikay aking karamay,
Naging Patnubay sa paglakbay.
Sa Dagok ng buhay.

©

Flor
April 2019