Hospital Home

We shared stories about the places .
While I’m still Listening,
Smiling at him.

He started looking at me.
While gently, touching my face,
As he combs my curly hair.
You grow up well darling. 
With us. 

As your Surrounding.
I do love the guidance.
As our first dance.
You taught me.
Of Everything.
That I can only bring.
and Acceptance.
Surrender and be

How was your ride?
You didn’t hurt that much right?
He didn’t continue to talk,
At a moment, Falling tears,
Make us freeze, 
And we embrace, My heart breaks.

How can I Accept?
I become Weak. 
Again you show Love,
Those eyes,
Looking through.
Our last minute, is it?

He tap my shoulder,
Don’t Cry Little Darling,
I’m not yet Dying.
But when I fall,
There are sick people,
Enduring their pain,
Yet they are strong, So I am.

I become dumbfounded.
I play my hands over his head,
A way to comfort
And prayed.

He’s still smiling with tears.
Even heaven hears,
And they gave us rains.

Rains, that tell everything.
And enduring my own

Ohh Heaven,
Please Listen,
Those tears, Falling.

Fill with tender and loving,
But suddenly,
This is our ending.

I beg,
Please light him,
On his way.

© May 2019

Photo source: Pinterest

Princess of HYDRANGEAS

I was born with money and power,
but never been loved.
For how long i have to be here
How long do i have to endure
How long i have to be like this..

I went home
all alone
no one see’s me home.
No one welcome me home
is this really home?

I never felt what is love
I never meet a friend
A friend who will talk to me,
laugh with me
cry with me
mocked with me
lay with me under the same sky
under one moon
under the rain
under one roof

What really life is..
I don’t understand it at all
I have everything
Why i am like this
Why i feel nothing at all
I am the most worst people of all.

The Princess of Hydrangeas is lifeless.


May 2019

Photo Source: Pinterest

A sing for you

I sing like a bird singing in her nest
longing in your chest.
you put your arms around my waist.
our moment was very best.

I sing in your nest..
while you touch of my face..
I feel the warm and the voice of your chest.

It’s heavenly
and gently
a love that comes away.


April 2019

PS. I do not own the photo. Credit to rightful owner