Hospital Home

We shared stories about the places .
While I’m still Listening,
Smiling at him.

He started looking at me.
While gently, touching my face,
As he combs my curly hair.
You grow up well darling. 
With us. 

As your Surrounding.
I do love the guidance.
As our first dance.
You taught me.
Of Everything.
That I can only bring.
Love,
Patience,
Sacrifice
and Acceptance.
Surrender and be
Remembered.

How was your ride?
You didn’t hurt that much right?
He didn’t continue to talk,
At a moment, Falling tears,
Make us freeze, 
And we embrace, My heart breaks.

How can I Accept?
I become Weak. 
Again you show Love,
Those eyes,
Looking through.
Our last minute, is it?

He tap my shoulder,
Don’t Cry Little Darling,
I’m not yet Dying.
But when I fall,
Remember,
There are sick people,
Enduring their pain,
Yet they are strong, So I am.

I become dumbfounded.
I play my hands over his head,
A way to comfort
And prayed.

He’s still smiling with tears.
Even heaven hears,
And they gave us rains.

Rains, that tell everything.
And enduring my own
Fear.

Ohh Heaven,
Please Listen,
Those tears, Falling.

Fill with tender and loving,
But suddenly,
This is our ending.

I beg,
Please light him,
On his way.

© May 2019

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Princess of HYDRANGEAS

I was born with money and power,
but never been loved.
For how long i have to be here
How long do i have to endure
How long i have to be like this..

I went home
all alone
no one see’s me home.
No one welcome me home
is this really home?


I never felt what is love
I never meet a friend
A friend who will talk to me,
laugh with me
cry with me
mocked with me
lay with me under the same sky
under one moon
under the rain
under one roof


What really life is..
I don’t understand it at all
I have everything
Why i am like this
Why i feel nothing at all
I am the most worst people of all.

The Princess of Hydrangeas is lifeless.

©

May 2019

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121Words: Not power, It’s you

I know how powerful i am.
That’s why i am not using it.  I use my  strength
to save life.
and to protect life.

I choose you to be my lady,
after this war
I am going to live with you.

I am tired of hearing my friends cry.
Their sorrow, their anxious
jealousy and power.
I don’t like it all.

I am a sinner in their eyes.
before that story i died to trying to save the world of innocents.

I guess i was wrong.
you come
in my darkness
you lighten up my heart
my souls dying to surrender my emptiness.

You save me from falling of darkness
I know it was you.
You wake me.
You save me.

©

April 2019

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A sing for you

I sing like a bird singing in her nest
longing in your chest.
you put your arms around my waist.
our moment was very best.

I sing in your nest..
while you touch of my face..
I feel the warm and the voice of your chest.

It’s heavenly
and gently
a love that comes away.

©

April 2019


PS. I do not own the photo. Credit to rightful owner



Maginoo

Minsan habang ako’y nasa tabi.
Kabilogan ng Buwan at malamig ang gabi.
Napamunimuni..
Anong merun sayo binibini?
Akoy iyong napangiwi,
Binihag mo, aking sandali.

Kinabukasan, hindi ako mapakali,
Nais kitang makitang muli.
Kaya ako nagbakasali.
Lumuwas nang plaza,
At nagsimba.
Tanaw kita, naka bistida.

Pintig nang puso ko’y hatid ay Ligaya,
Mga paang di maka-hakbang.
Dahil naka abang ang iyong mga magulang,
Akoy nag dahan dahan,
Masilayan ka lang O hirang.
Anong saklap ng aking nadarama,
Bibig ko’y di ko mabuka,
Ng nasilayan ang iyong ganda.
Ako’y namangha at napa-nganga’t mukhang tanga.
Lumingon ka’t, Biloy mo’y gumuhit,
Ramdam ko ang kiliti ng Langit.

Ooh.. kay sarap ng umaga, magaan at masaya,
Dahil sayo sinta.
Pasensya na ako’y natorpe talaga.
Babawi ako, at yun ang mahalaga.

Nais kong yayain ka sa luneta,
Subalit kulang aking pera.
Tara gusto mo ba sa perya?
May dala akong barya
Sapat na para tayo’y sumaya.
Pumayag ka lang sinta.
Hwag mag alala, di ako manyak.
Hindi ako mag-dadala ng alak.

Ako’y umakyat sa
hagdan na payak,
Kabado ngunit may galak.
Na makita ang iyong magulang
Na-naka-Abang.
Nag-manong walang humpay,
Sa kanilang mga kamay.
Matapos ang pag usapan,
Kahoy kinabukasan aking sinibak
nag igib ng tubig pang imbak.
Ramdam ko ang iyong suporta’t pagmamahal,
Hindi man ito lantaran.

Kaakibat nang pagsusumikap,
Ikay ngayon ang aking kayakap.
Kay gaan.. Oh kay gaan
Kay sarap mong pagmasdan sa malapitan,
Munti kong kapaligiran
Binigyan mo ng kulay at saysay.

Walang pangakong bibitawan,
Basta’t alam ko, hindi kita iiwan
Pagkat yan ang aking nararamdaman,
At tunay yan kalian man.

Mga araw na nagdaan,
Tila kahapon lang.
Kay sarap pag usapan ang nakaraan mahal,
Mga oras na tayo ay tumatakas,
At ng maka alpas, talo pa ang layas.
Mga baong dahilan,
na umubra naman.

Tanda mo pa mahal?
Bago kita ligawan.
Ako’y dumaan sa sandatahan.
Ngunit,
Talo ako ng iyong amang hirang.
Sa kabila,
Ipinagkatiwa ka sakin,
Para ikay mahalin.

Madami pang alala mahal,
At higit pa dyan,
Pahalagahan ang nakaraan,
Sapagkat itoy may aral.
At pananggala sa kasalukuyan.
Ika’y aking kapiling,
kasama ang dalawa nating supling.
Kahit nilaga pang saging ang ating kainin.
Magsislbi nyo akong dingding.

Mahal habang kayo ay saklaw ng aking ilaw,
Magsisilbi nyo akong tanglaw.
Hindi ako nagkamali sa aking napili,
Pagkat hanggang ngayon patuloy kang nanatili.

Ikaw Dakila ang nagsisilbi naming Gabay,
Salamat, Mahal ikay aking karamay,
Naging Patnubay sa paglakbay.
Sa Dagok ng buhay.

©

Flor
April 2019

Wave of life- Lonely flower

Why… why i have to be a Flower

Why does bees love me.. Or Do they really loves me Or they love me. because they needs me.. How important I am?

Why.. Why do you turn me into flower…

Don’t you know how.. How sad i am when you offer me..

Why why i have to be a flower…

I don’t understand why you keep watering me

Why.. are you always kind to me.. I surrendered already.. Why are you like that.. I give up.. stop watering me.. I think i can’t give a flower like i did before.. i cant.. I can’t do it anymore. I am all thorn.. thorn that can hurt you.. just stop watering me and give up already.

©
Flor
April 2019